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Feb. 16th, 2010 @ 08:51 pm About a Girl
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
So there was this girl. She wasn’t sure who she was, but knew she would find her way through the world. She could see the paths ahead of her. There were dark paths, light paths, and paths that were filled with fog. For many years, she chose the paths of light and dark for fear of the unknown. Then one day the world turned upside down, and while walking around on the ceiling she received a message. Seemingly harmless in nature, a simple hello. She replied with a generic, what brings you here. Time went by and a conversation developed, casual words and idle chit chat. When finally she saw the stranger with the words, the spark was intense. Unsure of what might come of everything, she stepped back and looked at the paths ahead. The choices available were varied and confusing. Paths ahead of light, dark and unclear. The paths she would have chosen before the world shifted would have been easy, filled with consequences, but clear and defined. But this stranger, he came from the fog, and from the fog he will return. This girl, who has never chosen the path of uncertainty, sits waiting, contemplating, nearly sure that neither light nor dark will win this battle of the heart. While the fog may be frightening, entering it is exhilarating, and draws the girl ever nearer the brink. Where will she go, which path will she choose, will her heart allow her to take the risk. Only time will tell…….
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Dec. 7th, 2007 @ 05:06 pm Please Help ....
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: sillyHigh on Robax Platinum
I need some advice, and you guys are the only ones I know who can help me without spewing BS out of every orifice. I'm looking to invest in a pocket PC, I know that they can be over rated and all of that, but it would be a really good thing for me to have for my studies. I know what I need, and I know what I like in a piece of technology. So here is my list of do's and don'ts for my intended investment.

DO
- have a keyboard and ability to use external keyboard
- wi-fi
- word processing
- external memory
- good battery life

Doesn't Need
- cell phone capability
- bluetooth/infrared
- touch screen(though it would be a nice addition)

I'm looking at the $300 range, if you have any advice it would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks you guys, now I have to go snuggle with my boy who's been gone for a week, tata
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Oct. 31st, 2007 @ 01:34 pm World gone wonky
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: amusedamused
Okay, not exactly wonky, more like.... everything is fine, and that's the weird part. Life is going smooth, everything seems to be working out, though some of it in ways I never would have expected, but going.... smooth... ? I'm not used to this, I'm used to living pay cheque to pay cheque, not knowing whether I'll have to move, or find roommates, or if I'll have my phone(power, internet, water, etc) cut off this month. But now, I've got money in the bank, that doesn't need to go to someone so they'll stop calling me. I have realistic plans of getting glasses/contacts, AND new tires, and my credit card and loan are getting paid down. OMG!! I think hell may have frozen over. Well, happiness and joy abound. Okay, well slightly exhausted contentment will have to do for now. But stepping back and looking at everything now, it doesn't seem nearly as overwhelming as it did this time last year. Miss you all.
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Aug. 28th, 2007 @ 07:02 pm Never Forget.........
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: nostalgicnostalgic
It is important to remember those who have had an impact on and in our lives. Even when those people leave us, we must never forget them. To those who knew him, and those who didn't. Please take a moment for the loss of a dear and true friend, Kenny Parry.

With sadness in my heart


Always Remember.
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Aug. 26th, 2007 @ 08:55 pm Fear
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
intoxicating moments, filled with excitement and warmth. Train of thought.... slipping off the tracks. Uncontrolled free fall. Can't breathe, can't look but can't open your eyes. stomach tied in knots, every bone aches. tensed so tight, not all the will in the world can unclench your fists. scream, cry, shake. nothing beneath your feet, nothing above your head. intoxicating moments.
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Jul. 26th, 2007 @ 04:15 pm Happiness
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: calmcalm
Long time no post. World’s been crazy hectic. Mom was in town, left on Tuesday. Ran away from real life for the weekend. Hid in the bush with Justin, saw a few people I’d been missing. Talked to the n0me, Colin, and Bill, and hung out with and spent quality time with Alena. Happy tenting, good music, great people, and saw a few I hadn’t seen in years. Quality relaxation time. Swam in the lake, sunned on the beach and even got a bit of a sunburn(now a nice even tan). Back to work and everything’s going good. Trying to get into a good routine. Stable and level, still thinking about going back to school just not sure what I want to do.
Well, I think I’m going to be on my way. Will type at you all soon. Take care and be well.
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Jul. 12th, 2007 @ 04:38 pm Quick Update
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: contentcontent
World a little wonky right now. Everything seems to be going well, but there’s this under current of… tension?… and I’m not sure where it’s coming from.
In other news…
Finally pulled out the sewing machine my mom bought me a couple years ago, and I’m sewing up a pair of pants. Going pretty good, ‘cept the tension keeps going weird randomly.
My mom is in town for a couple of weeks. She got in on Tuesday, and she’s here til the 24th. Stayed here til today, gone to AB for a weekend, then when she comes back she’s going to be staying with a friend for a few days, then she’s taking care of the kitty while Just and I are up at Ness. Went out yesterday and bought some curtains and a rod, found some nice panels that match the couch really well. Also picked up a barbeque. Just a little portable gas grill, thinking we can take that up the Ness with us, just incase we want to use it.
Work week is almost done. Can’t wait for a couple of days of R&R. Probably get the curtains put up too. Hoping to have the pants done before sleep tomorrow.
Well, anyway, just a brief update on the life… thanx for your time.
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Jun. 22nd, 2007 @ 02:55 pm Eye of the Beholder
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: crappycrappy
Current Music: Panic at the Disco - Time to Dance
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Jun. 10th, 2007 @ 09:50 pm (no subject)
Testriffic.com
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Jun. 9th, 2007 @ 01:40 pm (no subject)
Current Location: New Home
Current Mood: calmcalm
I am worth $1,567,064 on HumanForSale.com
How much are you worth?
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